Sinhui & Benjamin

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Thursday, September 25, 2008 OH NOOO!!! 3 MORE DAYSSS.. hmm. 3 more days to my papers. 3 papers a day. goodness gracious. hoping dat i'm able to cope bahhx. had been staying back in school to do my revision. i still prefer staying at home doing my own revision. hahs. didnt do anything else other than my physics derh whole day. chemistry sucks to the max i swear. just came back from mart. went over with gary and alvin. saw hubert, nicholas & bear. played 'take2' and '11up'. i'm simply just addicted to it. hahs. gab, junjie, jiaming and derh rest of the bullies came too. slacked andd i went off. i'm just simply tiredd! school would be boring tmr. my lessons ended at around 930. aftermath derh rest of my lessons are just craps. chinese and pe! how i wished i could skipped again. things are beginning to occupy my mind once again. same old stuffs. its not the right time ya. i believed i could managed... people had been asking why things ended up this way. all i could reply was, quarrel lor. was like zzz. whenever i've been trying to forget all those stuffs and start afresh with my life now, peeps will remind me of u or ur appearance would. life can be better without u. life will be better with u around too. complicated yah. i'm always stucked when peep asked, do i stil love you?. i didnt knoe how to answer. a yes will make me suffer in silent, a no will be just lying to myself and everyone around me. how? i tot i could but i cant. avoiding will be derh best and worst solution. my love. 2more days to ur birthday... Labels: i believe., i still need you Friday, September 19, 2008 LOOKING FORWARD TO TMRR'S SENTOSA!!!! WEE!! HMM. attended school as i promised. but declared early depart. slept and played basketball with alvin and co. gary and co came over later in the evening too. supposingly meeting my sister frank. but, unfortunately somethings happened and derh meet up was postponed. =( derh last time i went sentosa was about 5mths ago, during gladys birthday. and yeah ! finally , we planned to go sentosa tmr with girlfriends & bullies hehs. random picts ; taken during janet's birthday! derh 1st and derh 2nd cake! well. derh 1st was meant for smashinggg!! warrrr beginnsssssss....... omg! bai fa mo nu!!!! hahahs! this was during derh sakae 5th sept ; my dearest; life is full of ups and down. u've to overcome it. no matter wad, have this is mind. happiness is in your hands. without 'them' u still have us. hao ren nan zuo . sometimes in life , dunch just think of others , think of yourself too. though it maybe selfish but think it through. when u think of others , did others think of you? no one knoes. u know wad i meant ya. u stil got a long way. dunch let ur past bother u anymore. yah. i believe you can do it kays. choices is in ur hands. dunch disappoint me kays. lovess =) all along i tot i knew wad was going on. but i was wrong. thanks for derh incident den. without u , maybe till now i'm stil in my own world. u let me understand wad's life. thanks. well. now in life, i just want freedom, true lifestyle, good results, good future, friends & being successful in everything i wanted. i still love you , but i dunch need u any further. i'm still holding on, but i'll let it go totally one day. thanks for everything. =) Labels: i believe.