Sinhui & Benjamin

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Sunday, September 28, 2008 OH GOSHHH! TMR IS THE DAYY! hmm.. tmr is the day dat i'm taking 3 stupid subjects at one go. hope things will go smoothly for me yah. hahas. well well.. i'm very nervoussssS!!!!!!!!!!! anyway. PEEPS! REMEMBER TO BRING UR ENTRY PROOF, IC, CALCULATOR & MATHEMATICAL SETS TMR! i'm off to bed le. goodnight everyone.. i miss you =) GOODLUCKK! Labels: goodbye my love. Saturday, September 27, 2008 HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANYANG! i was thinking der whole night, being derh first or last one to wish you a happy birthday will be the best thing. i didnt be the first one,cos i knew someone else would. the last one? maybe bahhs. i always tot , this day i wont be at home no matter how many exams i have on monday. i still remember, u asked me to study for my n level this day and celebrate ur birthday with u after my papers. but now even after my papers, none of this will happened. just hope u would enjoy urself today bahhx. bbest wishes . =) why i stil care so much about u when u did so much hurting , disappointing things to me. its hard to get myself out of this darkness. i'm still waiting for ur return. i miss you still. i love you still... come back will you ? I cry for the times that you were almost mine. I cry for the memories I've left behind. I cry for the pain, the lost, the old, the new. I cry for the times I thought I had you. You hurt me so bad, You even made me cry. All I ever wanted was for you to love me, For you to give me a try . happy birthday love! i love you. Thursday, September 25, 2008 OH NOOO!!! 3 MORE DAYSSS.. hmm. 3 more days to my papers. 3 papers a day. goodness gracious. hoping dat i'm able to cope bahhx. had been staying back in school to do my revision. i still prefer staying at home doing my own revision. hahs. didnt do anything else other than my physics derh whole day. chemistry sucks to the max i swear. just came back from mart. went over with gary and alvin. saw hubert, nicholas & bear. played 'take2' and '11up'. i'm simply just addicted to it. hahs. gab, junjie, jiaming and derh rest of the bullies came too. slacked andd i went off. i'm just simply tiredd! school would be boring tmr. my lessons ended at around 930. aftermath derh rest of my lessons are just craps. chinese and pe! how i wished i could skipped again. things are beginning to occupy my mind once again. same old stuffs. its not the right time ya. i believed i could managed... people had been asking why things ended up this way. all i could reply was, quarrel lor. was like zzz. whenever i've been trying to forget all those stuffs and start afresh with my life now, peeps will remind me of u or ur appearance would. life can be better without u. life will be better with u around too. complicated yah. i'm always stucked when peep asked, do i stil love you?. i didnt knoe how to answer. a yes will make me suffer in silent, a no will be just lying to myself and everyone around me. how? i tot i could but i cant. avoiding will be derh best and worst solution. my love. 2more days to ur birthday... Labels: i believe., i still need you Monday, September 22, 2008 COUNTING DOWN! 6 MORE DAYS TO MY N' SCIENCE & MATHS PAPER! saturday. - 20sept meet up with cliques at mart for breakfast. trained down to eunos , met gladys and den janet at harbour front. took derh monorail & tram to siloso beach. settled down. played basketball, fris-bee , volleyball and we even rented derh water bee to play. it was really tiring! cycled half way and i request to change with derrick. hahs. i ended up being in derh water and not getting up on derh water bee again. it was freaking hard to get back. worst still i cant even touched derh sea bed. it was deep lar! the weather was extremly hot.so everyone stayed inside dehr water. jokes , and craps filled. bathe and went over palawan for lunch while gladys went back to vivo to find keli. all left except me, janet gary and alvin. went back siloso, for shereen's sister bbq. played volleyball , & back to swimming again at derh resort! goodness. changed & back to tampinese. i was totally exhausted. walked down sunplaza park to look for damien as sth happened. coincidently, gary and co, derrick and co were all there. back to mart.. and home sweet home!! tiringggg! sunday - 21sept. thinking dat i'm not having a sun burnt , i was wrong! it hurts all of derh sudden when i woke up! goodness gracioussssss! went mart for lunch and den basketball. my life is just sooo lifeless. hahs. today. hehs. i skipped school once again. didnt have a nice sleep derh last night. stupid sun burnt started hurting in derh middle of the night! accompanied gary and alvin over to tmall as gary wanted to go starhub. left them and went over to meet sis frank for lunch. had pasta mania and den back to mart. as derrick wanted derh lotion for sun burnt. he was fi-gittng around while he was playing his dota. funny. evil me. and yet i got my retribution when we walked over to derh basketball court! hahs! my sun burnt started hurting and feeling itchy! went home to have my dinner and packed up my things for school tmr. saddening case. tmr i've to attend dat stupid school. 6 days of detention just becos i was caught not tucking in my shirt! lame shit! photos will be posted once gladys is ready.. i'm off to my revision. bye peepsss! Labels: i dont think i will atttend. sorry. Friday, September 19, 2008 LOOKING FORWARD TO TMRR'S SENTOSA!!!! WEE!! HMM. attended school as i promised. but declared early depart. slept and played basketball with alvin and co. gary and co came over later in the evening too. supposingly meeting my sister frank. but, unfortunately somethings happened and derh meet up was postponed. =( derh last time i went sentosa was about 5mths ago, during gladys birthday. and yeah ! finally , we planned to go sentosa tmr with girlfriends & bullies hehs. random picts ; taken during janet's birthday! derh 1st and derh 2nd cake! well. derh 1st was meant for smashinggg!! warrrr beginnsssssss....... omg! bai fa mo nu!!!! hahahs! this was during derh sakae 5th sept ; my dearest; life is full of ups and down. u've to overcome it. no matter wad, have this is mind. happiness is in your hands. without 'them' u still have us. hao ren nan zuo . sometimes in life , dunch just think of others , think of yourself too. though it maybe selfish but think it through. when u think of others , did others think of you? no one knoes. u know wad i meant ya. u stil got a long way. dunch let ur past bother u anymore. yah. i believe you can do it kays. choices is in ur hands. dunch disappoint me kays. lovess =) all along i tot i knew wad was going on. but i was wrong. thanks for derh incident den. without u , maybe till now i'm stil in my own world. u let me understand wad's life. thanks. well. now in life, i just want freedom, true lifestyle, good results, good future, friends & being successful in everything i wanted. i still love you , but i dunch need u any further. i'm still holding on, but i'll let it go totally one day. thanks for everything. =) Labels: i believe. Thursday, September 18, 2008 FINALLYYYY!! yeahh!! gotten the pictures from my girl ler. but is just one third of it. hahs. there are more to come! skipped school once again. went over poly clinic for mc just becos of derh neo neo xiaojie! saw frankie, yang and shanjing @ tm. was just SHOCKING LAR! caught 'the days'. quite a nice show. slacked and home sweet home. there's school tmr!! hmm.. no skipping of school for me ler i suppose. extreme random photos , i'm lazy to arrange it =P ; gladys & gary. gary & xiaovin! yaoyong & co! group photosss =) us with yaoyao. tan su pinggg!! yao's frenssss. group photossssss. gary & xiaovin snapshot. chen chen with gary & xiaovin. yy and co! random crazy shottssS! hmm. i'm sleepy. off to bed ler. good nightsss! byebyeeee . with lovess. Labels: forgive and forget.