Sinhui & Benjamin

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Monday, August 11, 2008 HOW CAN I CHANGE FATE? well.. finally i could figure things out. i dunch wanna put derh blame on any of you. who u wanna trust is ur choice. what i can do i already do. the overall decision stil lies with you. YOURSELF! had been real busy recently. dats wad i always wanted. keep myself occupied. 6aug. didnt attend school again. dat is derh second time of the week dat i nv attendd. was feeling real uncomfortable after having the medicine. slept whole day. 7aug- school was usual. BOREDDD! went over simei to collect my jursey from frankie with su ping and janet. jianliang came later. other than memorious to describe the place. i dunch knoe wad more can i use to describe. chitchatted with frank and jack jack a while. tears filled. i tried to hold on. saw him there too. all i can say is. i'll be the one avoiding him. 8aug- school celebrating national day. wasnt in a mood. but had to fit in to the atmosphere. winnie and xueli came over to my hus and bused down parkway.jan and suping came too. supposingly goin to east coast, but we ended up goin to grandlink for pool. 5tables of manjusrians. crowed. winnie and i left for bedok while the rest went over to mountbatten cc. 9aug & 10aug. - all i can say is......... ARGH! TIREDDDDD! had seventh month over at bro's office. got to help out in everything. luckily there's a dumb kid who was entertaining me de past 2day. thanks lowww! i missed the fire works this year...... well. its meaningless for me to go with someone else when its you who promise to bring me there. 11aug- spring cleaning!!! argh! well. movieeeee later i suppose! hmm. after thinking so long . i suppose. frens or strangers for us will be better. i'm trying to wash my hands off you. but i cant. all i can do is just pray for ur safety. but after so long. i stil missed u badly. i still love you dearly like last time. i'm trying to... hope u understanddd. =) 虽然我已经决定要放手，但是我还是想回到你身边。 我只想在次拥有你。 对不起，我爱你！　 Labels: i love you still.