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Saturday, August 30, 2008
WHEN WILL BE THE DAY, WHEN THE REAL LAUGHTER IS BACK ? compared. laughter were really different. everything is different. everything had changed. i only wanted the laugher to come back. tats all. tuesday wil be my n's. i knoe u wont be there. i'll stil do my very best and prove it to u. i'll do wad i promised. yeahhh! suping and ting coming over to accompany meee =) gonna do our studyy later. i love you guuys nahhsssss. dumbest. Labels: let time takes place Tuesday, August 26, 2008
I'VE THOUSANDSSSS OF THANKS TO SAYY! GREAT THANKS TO TANSUPING GLADYS , JEREVIEN POON AND JANET POHHHHHH! thanks gals for accompanying me to the dumb shots. thanks zhihui and joey for the dinner too .! didnt wanna crap much. let the pictures do the talking bahhx =) extrem random shots ;                          just found this few pictures which is just extremly memorious ;      i missed the days. the 10sisters. ye jia! well . there is simply so much hidden meaning behind the picts. i missed the days ppretty much. who else can understand how we are actually feeling. i believe only just the 10 will understand. years past. they are the only one standing by. things mayb said so simple and easy. but when u do it ? its hard. just let time and nature takes place bahhx. i stil love my dumbest. hope u feeling better. Labels: leaving... Sunday, August 24, 2008
THANKS GOODNESS YOU ARE SAFE AND SOUND. saw him once again today. no idea of how should i really feel. so near yet so farr? i'm the last one to know the news. happy ? i dunch knoe wad can i comment. but i regretted , i prayed & i hope. at first i thought, it would be nice for me to get over you . but things happened worst than i expected. no matter how many peeps, girlfriends, frens would be beside me. i felt so empty and lost. no matter how peeps stand by my side , encouraged me, consoled me, the hurt and pain nv goes off. i blamed myself for everything. the last accident , at least i'm able to be by ur side and take care of you. but now ? all i could is to see, scar and pain from you. but there's nth i could do. i'm sooo useless right. you wont came by here i bet. just want you to promise me, keep urself out of trouble , safe and sound. i dunch wanna another incident to happen on you. pls! thanks goodness you're alive , safe and sound. get well soon. hoping to have a chance to takkaire of you once again. be with you everywher. praying dat you would recover soon and nothing gonna happen to anymore. i love you still . Tuesday, August 19, 2008
some quizzzzzzes. well. for myselff =D Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. Your views on education: You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job. The right job for you: You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success. How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. love test. When it comes to love, you take your time and do not fall in love easily. You give 0% to your relationship and expect to receive 100% in return. If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself. You need lots of reassurance in your relationship. You'd like to see your loved one every day, if possible. You accept your loved one the way they are. You don't expect him or her to change for you. When you love someone, you tend to stay in love for a long time. well. COMPLICATEDDD. Labels: LOVEEEEEEE Monday, August 18, 2008
LET THE LAUGHTER HIDE MY EMOTIONSSS!! YEAHHH!! hmm.. seems like i very very long never update ler wor. well. stop being lunaticccc!! watched money not enough twice. well, its simply nice . quite a true facts about singapore bahhx. but i'm stil spending my money thriftly!!!! had been absent from school quite a few times recently. just moodless to go bahhx. school is just too boring for me! no entertainment andd everything!! luckily i stil have a group of gals with me!! they are just too perfect to comment! had been slacking around, studying and doing nth much! just LIFELESSS! yesterday was just a miracle bahhx. went over cc's house to meet up with gladys, keli with zhihui to study while waiting for choonrong to come. studied till 11plus worr! miracle.. hahas. prelim science paper today. think i would flunk it . more papers to come! arghhhhh!!!!!!! stresssedddddddd!!!!! 19aug- maths paper 20aug- poa p2, geography , maths p2 22aug- poa p1 andd the beginning of september wil be my n level ler!!!!!! hatee ittt!!!!!! randomm picts ;                    all ur promises were gone. you wont be there anymore. it takes time to accept this fact. you were once there for me no matter wad. and you promise u would. but now?! i'm stil missing you. i'm stil loving you. Labels: hao xiang ni Monday, August 11, 2008
HOW CAN I CHANGE FATE? well.. finally i could figure things out. i dunch wanna put derh blame on any of you. who u wanna trust is ur choice. what i can do i already do. the overall decision stil lies with you. YOURSELF! had been real busy recently. dats wad i always wanted. keep myself occupied. 6aug. didnt attend school again. dat is derh second time of the week dat i nv attendd. was feeling real uncomfortable after having the medicine. slept whole day. 7aug- school was usual. BOREDDD! went over simei to collect my jursey from frankie with su ping and janet. jianliang came later. other than memorious to describe the place. i dunch knoe wad more can i use to describe. chitchatted with frank and jack jack a while. tears filled. i tried to hold on. saw him there too. all i can say is. i'll be the one avoiding him. 8aug- school celebrating national day. wasnt in a mood. but had to fit in to the atmosphere. winnie and xueli came over to my hus and bused down parkway.jan and suping came too. supposingly goin to east coast, but we ended up goin to grandlink for pool. 5tables of manjusrians. crowed. winnie and i left for bedok while the rest went over to mountbatten cc. 9aug & 10aug. - all i can say is......... ARGH! TIREDDDDD! had seventh month over at bro's office. got to help out in everything. luckily there's a dumb kid who was entertaining me de past 2day. thanks lowww! i missed the fire works this year...... well. its meaningless for me to go with someone else when its you who promise to bring me there. 11aug- spring cleaning!!! argh! well. movieeeee later i suppose! hmm. after thinking so long . i suppose. frens or strangers for us will be better. i'm trying to wash my hands off you. but i cant. all i can do is just pray for ur safety. but after so long. i stil missed u badly. i still love you dearly like last time. i'm trying to... hope u understanddd. =) 虽然我已经决定要放手，但是我还是想回到你身边。 我只想在次拥有你。 对不起，我爱你！ Labels: i love you still. Tuesday, August 5, 2008
SHOPPING DAY BUT THE MOOD WASNT THERE. seen a doctor yesterday and realise sth. shall not state it here rather. went over to bugis with dys, jan and keli. we even went to guanyin temple to pray! =)) went town later in the late afternoon. suping bought a number of stuffs. bused home wit dys and jan. derh journey was extremely longggg! and i had think quite alot then. two weeks ler. moodless, sick and everything. nothing could entertain me anymore. just ur care and concern would be enough to let my day be full of happiness. dunch agitate me anymore. i couldnt take it . i'm still waiting. i stil love you. and i seriously dooooo.... Labels: i love you. Sunday, August 3, 2008
WAD U SAY IS JUST A LIE. nothing much i could say. i feel hurt. i feel stupid. i feel everything. all this long this is wad i get in return. no matter who is she. i hope she will give you happiness. but u make sure she dunch ever hurt u, i wont let her off. if u lied just to let me forget you, lied all you want. i'll stil love you. if u treat me harshly just to make me hate you, u're wrong. i'll love you even more. if everything u do just to make me forget u, hate you. i can tell you. give up. u will nv succeed. cos derh love i've for u is everlasting. i'll wait on............. i love you. takkaire my love. Labels: goodbye my love. |
