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Thursday, July 24, 2008
LET TIME HEELSSSSS................ its hard. but we are trying. it hurts but i'm baring, tolerating. believe and i can. today ish derh 3rd day. i was absent from school. wasnt feeling well this morning. but deep inside my heart, u were derh real reason. i choose to let go. not becos i doesnt love anymore. its becos i chose to feel hurt than letting you to feel hurt. i feel like just going deep asleep and never wake up again. i'm afraid of waking up. de minute i woke up, u were de first thing dat came into my mind and den.. tears fall.. .. every thought of mine seems negatively. nothing is positive. i'm afraid of having great hopes, and it all failed. this is worst than i ever felt. i kept myself in the room, trying to study. but is impossible. you were de reason i stand up and strive hard again. but u were gone.. now i realise, having you by my side would be much more secure compared to now. i'm waiting for derh day dat you would be mine again........ i love you. Labels: the pain is unbearable. |