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Sunday, July 27, 2008
ITS THE END.. the worst thing i most afraid of happened. dunch wish to mention anymore. hadd 2 nicest dream tat night. but its overall just a dream. i dunch wish to blog anymore. sorry. goodbye my love. . . . . i stil love you. i realise. time would nv healsssss... Labels: reckless. Saturday, July 26, 2008
WHAT SHOULD I DO? its derh 4th day. but there's nth i could do. things continue to go on the other way dat i wanted it to be. thanks girlfriends and frens, a big thanks. i dunch knoe how should i express my appreciation to u all. they nv fail to be with me, accompanying me n supporting me in wad ever i do. great thanks... life still had to go on. my mind is confuse. should i wait on? i dunch knoe. i stil love you . but there's nth i could do. just gonna wait til time passes bahhx. it doesnt matter to me whether will you change to my liking or not. i just love who you are. just hoping for ur return. anyone who can understand? Labels: i love you. Thursday, July 24, 2008
LET TIME HEELSSSSS................ its hard. but we are trying. it hurts but i'm baring, tolerating. believe and i can. today ish derh 3rd day. i was absent from school. wasnt feeling well this morning. but deep inside my heart, u were derh real reason. i choose to let go. not becos i doesnt love anymore. its becos i chose to feel hurt than letting you to feel hurt. i feel like just going deep asleep and never wake up again. i'm afraid of waking up. de minute i woke up, u were de first thing dat came into my mind and den.. tears fall.. .. every thought of mine seems negatively. nothing is positive. i'm afraid of having great hopes, and it all failed. this is worst than i ever felt. i kept myself in the room, trying to study. but is impossible. you were de reason i stand up and strive hard again. but u were gone.. now i realise, having you by my side would be much more secure compared to now. i'm waiting for derh day dat you would be mine again........ i love you. Labels: the pain is unbearable. Sunday, July 20, 2008
FINALLY YU GUO TIAN QING LERRRRR! HEHEHEHEHS!!! LOVE LOVEEE =D hmm. ytd wasnt in mood to post up derh photos. but now, things are getting better and better ler. so i shall post up. larger views of picts wil be at gladys blog, so take a look den. hmm. we had a dinner for jere's birthday on friday night. all girlfriends turn up! - jere - gladys - janet - shereen - joanna - winnie - keli - xueli -yanting - meee!! 10 of us meet up at marina and had dinner over at hotpot culture. it was really great and fun. this was derh first time all turn up! there should be more of this gatheringgg!!!!!!! but i think our poor xueli wont dare to turn up anymore! hahas! random pictts ;       Labels: i would treasure. Saturday, July 19, 2008
I LOVE TANYANYANG. thanks aaron, guoxian and christine for being there for me no matter wad . if derh worst decision is being made. i hope u all will take extra care of him. aaron and xian. he is derh youngest among u guys. must look after him. dunch let him drive bike until he got his licence. take care of him when he drink too much. everything dat happen, ask him to think positively. dunch ever give up. big thanks. best wishes. takkaire. pictures for jere's dinner wil be at gladys blog. do take a look! hoping for dat positive decision. i'll wait. i love you. Labels: I LOVE YOU Wednesday, July 16, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEREVIEN POON WEN SHAN! hmm. finally got a chance to update. had been quite busy lately. today is derh third day i nv see my dearest. he'd busy with his school projects and so on. so unlucky of him to lost his whole project, thinking dat he had saved it. recently things had been happening. something dat i feared most almost happen . luckily things could turn well. i love you my dear. i'm rushing my school stuffssss! ! ! ! !!! just waiting for my dearest to help me cope with my chemistry. cchem sucks! but i cant do without science! some random picts ;          gladys ; thanks for being there for me when i most needed someone. well. in derh first place i'm derh first one who think to much. could not blame him either. suping, wo zhi dao ni wei le wo hao.. but overall think back. you should know how i treasure him, how much i trying to change for him or so. dunch worry too much for me okay. everything would turn out fine for me and yang. thankss. its you dat every of derh girlfriends are worry about. you should seriously go consider yah. seeing you dropping ur every tears recently, i really dunch knoe wad to say. but just to think of some stupid stuffs to cheer you up or prevent u from crying. follows ur heart. if you love den wait, if not just wait for derh time to pass andd everything will heal. think clearly and positively my gal. you always had us! cheer up & be back derh tansuping gladys we always knew!!!! =))))) dearest; till now i'm stil feeling dam guilty about wad happen dat day! ermm.. i'm really really really very sorryyy.i seriously had no idea why i had dat stupid thought and made us quarrel. sorry. i didnt consider about ur feeling when i just blabber things out and in fact suspected ur words. knowing dat things, works, projects, family matters have been bothering you so much , i stil quarrel with you , making you so irritated, fustrated angry and worry. i'm sincerely sorry. i'm still hoping dat things turn out absolutly fine for us alright. thanks for ur forgiveness. DEAREST. THANKS GOD I'VE GOT YOU. I LOVE YOU... Labels: dui bu qi |
