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Monday, May 26, 2008
FINALLY RELIEVE BUT SCHOOL SUCKSSS!!! hmm. finally o'level chinese paper ended! its really not derh usual exams atmosphere. its much more tense! hell! anyway already ended. looking forward to take derh results for o'level. didnt hope for more. but i'm sure i'm gonna retake it! its holiday yet we stil have lessons for this whole week! no choice. its n'level this year! argh! gonna start all my revision. after getting better maths results, i have gain more confidence to get better results for my maths. in fact at least a B3 i hope! gonna bucked up my geog and poa! i'm depending on this few subjects to achieve my goals in n'level. wanting to go sec5 next yr. but if n'level results came out to be more than 7pts. i would just go ite or drop out. =( kept wanting to study and ask yy to teach me but was like sooo lazy. hahas. well. shall start slowly bahhx. its not me i know!! just gonna just do it once and for all. get a good result and dats it! hahas. was late meeting up with shereen. had my chinese paper and bused home wit reens aftermath. ermm.. reached home and my whole house was like chaos! bathe andd bused down to simei. after boarding der bus for almost 10mins. den i saw yy behind. went over to find guoxian and jack. saw 'ahmei uncle'-my godpa andd started talking. quite a nice talk. while xian fetch christ over. slacked and so on. tmr have to wake up early so.. yy fetched me home. thanks. =) hoping dat all things are gonna remain alright. no more fightings andd so on. safe and sound. well. i shall repeat myself again. i always treated 'tooot' as my good fren.. and i dunch wanna hear any rumors about that anymore! peace and harmony. Labels: hahas. i'm always happy =D Sunday, May 25, 2008
O'LEVEL CHINESE TMRRR!!! ARGH! teacher haven even given me my confirmation slip. its just tmr and i dunch even knoe derh time to report to school andd so on !  hmm.. well. annita came up my house andd waited for me. hehs! think was my grandpa 1yr anniversary. my relatives all shown up. left wit lynn and cabbed down simei to meet up wit yanyang and guoxian! trained down city hall , met up wit frankie, jack and his gf. waited for aaron and caught a movie called ' made of honour'. it has been dammm long since i last caught a movie lar. quite a nice show. something happened while we were slacking, was asked to leave derh grp first and sent jack's gf to take cabb. had hongkong cafe while waiting for derh rest. trained back simei wit annita and frankie & waited. finally they return and was fine. slacked and cabbed home =) my days are stil doing good without you around. =D random photos. during winnie's bbq.    cant upload derh rest=( you were derh one disappointing me. i wont wanna know derh truth anymore! no idea which side was lying but i trust myself even more. you are old enough to know wad yourself is doing. i dunch wanna remind u anymore. i'm tired of listening to all those things! sooo. friends would be better =) Labels: my heart is lighter.... Saturday, May 24, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST WINNIE LEE!!!!!!! you are simply being love by the ye's! well. hadd bbq at east coast park to celebrate winnie's birthday. meet up everyone at east coast. benny started der fire and we started crapping andd eating. most of them when off after derh cake cutting. supposingly goin simei straight after dat. but derh guys asked us to stay . soo. meanwhile. a call came. andd my whole mood was spoilt! wth! butt didnt wanted to spoil de atmosphere andd act nth has happen bahhx. derh guys wanted to drink and we joined in. was not in a good mood andd kept losing lar! end up. i was tipsy. andd annita got to send me back to simei to find yanyang & co first. sat down andd cool myself down. yanyang and co sent me home. thankss! thanks for taking care of me yah! sorry . u dissappoint me alot! ! ! i dunch knoe who to trust either.! Labels: i love you though Friday, May 23, 2008
I CANT SLEEP AT ALL! i felt so fcuking tense up and stressful! maybe venting my fear and anger here wil be much more better. CAN YOU GUYS STOP CALLING ME UP AND ASKED ME TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL AND GET MY REPORT SLIP! I HADD ENOUGH OF THIS LAR! I KNEW WADS GOIN ON WIT ME LAR! I SCORE BADLY AND FLUNK IT BADLY ! BUT WAD U WANNA ME DO? I CANT TURN BACK TIME. DO YOU THINK I WISH TO GET THIS RESULTS! KNOW WAD! I HATE SCHOOL NOW! I HATE TO GO SCHOOL! I HATE TO FACE MY RESULTS! ALL YOU GUYS WANTED WAS JUST A GOOD RESULT DAT CAN SATISFY YOU GUYS, NOT ME!!! EVER YOU GUYS CONSIDER ABOUT HOW I FEEL?!! NO!!!! NO MATTER WAD I SCORE OR SO, YOU GUYS AINT SATISFIED AT ALL! I'M THE ONE TAKING DERH EXAMS BUT WHY YOU GUYS ARE DERH ONE STRESSING ! YOU GUYS JUST WANTED TO COMPARE! FCUK LAR! I CANT TAKE IT ANY LONGER. SOONER OR LATER I WOULD JUST MOVE OUT! DUNCH FORCE ME TO HATE YOU WHEN I LOVE YOU ! Labels: I CHOSE TO AVOID. Thursday, May 22, 2008
STRESSING. !!! monday is my o'level chinese paper. soo. good luck for me yah. was absent from school this two days andd got my mc for ytd and today. wanted to go back school to collect some stuffs. but was lazy. shall stay at home for some rest andd meet up wit the rest in the evening. pray that my spine and waist area would be recovering bahhx. if not i would need a x-ray. things are happening continuously like nobody business larh! sooner or later i cant take it anymore. but my main concern is stil my studies and him. this him really makes me worry for him nahs! hope he can really THINKK ! even if u are derh wrong guy for me, my choice is made and i will not regret. days are getting restless without u. i'm just waiting for the day to love you... i missyou stil. Labels: return.... Monday, May 19, 2008
FLU, FEVER, COUGH & SORE THROAT , PLS GO AWAYYY! down wit all those stupid sickness, making me feel sooo weak! argh!!! sucksss! i hate it. hmm. gonna return back school tmr. i've already missed 2 days of lesson. i miss my girlfriends! they are back. its time to lett go ? should i ? i wanna YOU to tell me urself! argh! Labels: can you guide me through? Sunday, May 18, 2008
SWEETEST IS GONNA BE GONE SOON............ hmm. well. not really feeling okay recently. things around me kept happening. thanks god giving me a bunch of sweet friends & girlfriends to be around me no matter wad happen andd support me through. this para is for tat bastardd. you know who u are. i hope u dunch ever contact me anymore. i had nv seen someone so bastard like you . u proven derh idiom, dunch judge a book by its cover , right! u are just one. fancy back stabbing pp andd seems to be soo close when u got no accompanian! hypocritessssssssssss! !@#$% see this clearly. FCUK OFF MY LIFE! & I HATE YOU TO THE MAX! finally. dumb told me derh truth about dat day. well. as i expected. didnt really feel dam angry or ****edd up . just was abit uncomfortable. i'm stil gladd dat he told me derh truth. knowing dat u aint feeling good, fustrated over lots of things. i dunch wanna stress u further. all i can say. dunch drag any longer. choose derh right choice for ur self. derh more u drag derh more it comes. every choices have consequences. make sure u dunch regret cann ler. hmm. andd.... dunch contradict urself any further. cheer up. Labels: jealousy killsssss THANKS FRANKIE FOR THE SAKURA LUNCHHH & STARBUCKSS.! THANKS YANYANG FOR DERH SAFE RIDE HOMEE ! =)) HMM. usual routine. but instead. andd this alikuku- frankie, made me waited for him. when i reached, he stil at home!!! well. he is wit yanyang, jack & angsio. accompany them for lunch andd raiders for cs. went off to meet jiaming, john and ziyang for kfc. slacked and walked over to 149. jack and co went off for their songka. andd left derh few of us. accompanied frankie andd waited for derh rest to come back. supposingly going movie.. but frank alone. so accompany him. craps and had starbucks. annita came andd derh rest came back. usual thing! - slackkk! den yanyang sent me home. safe rideeeee. =) home sweet home.. they are just my sweet friendsss .......... sorry for not goin. i didnt meant to. enjoy yourselves.. someone suspect wad i wrote in my previous blogg is copied from somewher! alikuku. i simply love ur concern and care =) i love you. Labels: i love my sweetest boy. Friday, May 16, 2008
TIME REVERSE! STOP AT THIS MOMENT! hahahahahs! time reverse. well..... things changed back. dunch push me to other pp again! i hate it okay. listen this. i've choosen you andd i knoe ish you. . . i love you! MAKE UP UR MIND AND LET ME FEEL PEACE , WILL YOU? i knew u does came by my blog. but i just gonna say it. i'm sorry. but i'd got no choice. derh way SHE does things made me feel totally uncomfortable. well. i dunch wanna comment anything much about her. i knew wad she'd done or so. will she do derh same thing to any of us. no one knows. i'm not asking u to stick to me in every seconds or i have no patience. u made me feel so care and sweet at times. but u does make me feel real confused, feddup and even went mia when u aint feeling good. you would give me a call every night without fail or will at least msg. u would give me a call every morning or leave a msg for me. but recently? u may not seen this as a problem, but i does. because there's another her. wadddddddsss really goin wrong? is there no other ways to let me just continue all this happy, sweet life? WADS REALLYY WRONG BETWEEN US? i wouldnt dare to admit dat i love you. i wouldnt dare to say dat i love you. its hard for me to love u any deeper. i'm afraid. . . Even though I met you Just a few days before. I have learned so much of who you are And thirst to learn even more. I want to share All the smiles and all the tears. I want to learn to trust again; Something I havent done in years. You are very special to me, You have kindled something new. I want to feel loved in my life, I love you. WOULD THINGS CHANGE? when derh day u're mine... when derh day u finally make up ur choice... i would tell u.. i love you. MOOD SWINGGGG! not really feeling good this two days. caused by moodswing ? sickness? or wad? didnt attend school as my throat was like hell andd flu kept on coming. buttt. i stil went out in the end. cabbed down to look for annita andd co for ktv til about 430. andd hadd my lunch. i'm having non heaty stuffs while derh rest are eating chicken chops and friesss! cant stop the temptation andd i ate some too . hehssss. hope throat dunch get worst tmr yah. continued another round of k and yyang came. i slept almost half derh session off. dammm tired. bused back simei andd slackedd. yyang accompanied me off for cabb. andd home sweet home! i dunch knoe how to explain myself to u guys. seriously. i just dunch knoe wad myself is thinking about or so either. the moment u guys ask me about him. i just could reply u guys. i dunch knoe. maybe as i said just now. he's just not my type bahhx. =p as for you; go for the right choice. though u are left wit a few months. but choose derh one andd make up ur mind bahhx. wil she wait or not, is not in ur concern. u cant predict derh future... i hope u can really wake up ! Labels: i'm waiting for the day to love you. Wednesday, May 14, 2008
SICKKKKKKKEDDDD! I HATE IT FOR SURE. i having a sore throat, slight fever and i'm dying! arghhhhhh! gonna asked someone to accompany me to the doctor if i woke up and derh sickness stil derh same. hmm.. well. got back my mid year results. andd obviously. this is my first time doing so badly! well. also my first time passing my maths paper2.. =D well. all i care is my prelims and n' levels. i trust ur words. thanks for being there for me when u knew wads happening. random picts ; .jpg)   .jpg)                     well. last of all. LOVE U is just for the Ye'ssss! would u really be there? Labels: is time to let go...... LAMMEEEEE SHITTT! hmm. people nowadays had nothing better to do! lols. cant be bothered to explain so much to them either. shall not let all this rubbish to spoil my current mood. out wit girlfriends today. took quite a number of photos. left early and went over to find annita, ben, guanlong, kuang andd benny. slacked and went home. hais. i lost a phone....=((((( hmm. well cabbed down with annita to look for yanyang and co for dinner andd i went home earlier. well. see thiss......... I LOVE MY ONE AND ONLY BOYYYYY! Tuesday, May 13, 2008
SCHOOL REOPEN TMR! =((( HMM. haven really enjoyed my holidays andd everything is gonna end soon. =( I HATE MIDYEAR! i'm goin have fun todayyyy! hmm. Teoheng with annita, jackson, guoxian, yanyang, fei-di, alfred ahgee, frankie n a weird guy. sing sang sung. andd left only me annita and frankie. the rest went back simei for sth andd needed to go down funeral. bused down bugis to get some stuffs andd accompanied frankie down 'drinking place' for a drink. nice guoxian cabb down andd find us. andd dat alikuku annita got herself damm drunk larhh! sent her back simei as she cant go home wit the smell of liquor on her. asked guoxian to accompany her andd i cabb home. yanyang went back simei to looked for them andd he sent dat alikuku back home. thanks yy! =D sorry to let u worry for me derh whole night. sorry sorry!!!! but i did kept my promise okayyys! loveeeee ~ Monday, May 12, 2008
MADDNESS! hmm. went over town wit him. planning to go shopping actually but ended up we had just our dinner there, walked around andd went back ! ali kuku yahh! cabbed down simei andd looked for xian andd yanyang. slacked and annita came down. we felt dam bored and took damm lots of stupid picturess! hehs. hmm. is time for guoxian to go on diet. yanyang cant carry him! hahs. slacked til about 2plus. andd.... home sweet home. short summary for the day. hmm. well. goin teoheng wit xian, annita, yanyang andd co. sooo.. goodbye everyone. enjoy the pictsss ; yang, xian annita & meeee. =)                               well. i'm starting to love my boy. =) yanggg |
