Sinhui & Benjamin

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Monday, November 26, 2007 argh! i'm still looking for jobs.. gonna start dat work soon. but ie'm still looking for other jobs.money money.!! planning to go for shopping after my first pay!!! hahah! jobs intro pls!!!! Friday, November 23, 2007 TADA! second post for todday! =( stay at home derh whole day today. real tired. wondering stil ie stil go for jobs? ie had dat numbers. but ie dunch know whether e should work anot.how? now got jobs but no mood.!derh job seems not bad. shall consider.. =) preparing for my bangkok trip soon! bangkok.... i'm coming!!!! back to posting... running a high fever up to 39.6degree recently! argh! meanwhile. ie happen to know quite alot of things.. busy wit somethings recently. ie really very disappointed. ue are just one dat. when things happen, ue msg, ue call me like as if ue gonna die. when nothing happen, ue one msg, one call also wont! wad derh hell. should ie sae dat ue are jsut making use of me or wad! andd for this person info! this is myy blog. ie have bad dreams or all sorts things about someone. ue dunch have to msg me at night all those lame andd stupid msges about my post. ue are irritating! Monday, November 19, 2007 i keep having bad dreams recently. wads really happening?!! suddenly ie feel like just staying in singapore not goin overseas anymore. wad if when i come back . everything changes?! argh! how how how! ! ! i'm starting to love you more. Sunday, November 18, 2007 rather DISAPPOINTED, PEACED OFF ANDD SO ON! ie cant describe. ie knew this guy for about 2yrs.ie had nv suspected his character his everything. but today. ie finally know. ie had seen derh wrong side of him. ie ie finally knoe his eveything. his true self. ie had many regrets many disappointment many anger to flare many many. ie always trust him, try my very best to help him but end up.. now? he has not fail to be by my side whenever things happen. he has been my good listener. but now. ie saww his total different character. DISAPPOINTED! ue knoe who ue are. ie have seen wrong of ue! Saturday, November 17, 2007 get my dress colour changed. my mum was nagging andd complaining about derh colour. =.=. went vivo wit mum, maidd andd baby. shop around. went mustafa meet up wit lynn andd bro.bought a rice cooker den proceed to suntec . bought donuts @ donut factory. queue was rather short. den kallang for dinner den sent my bro to temple. home sweet home. its been quite long when ie last went shopping wit them! ! ! new chalet at pulau ubin. heard dat it was a rather nice andd peacefull wan. gonna go over andd try it! heard from daddy. trip to bangkok-thailand wiit cousin was confirmed! yeah! it has been about 2-3 yrs ie last went andd it has been quite a long time ie went overseas wiit my cousins. wondering how wil derh trip be. but. my brothers dunch intend to go wit us! argh! he is rather familiar there but he dunch wanna go wit us! kuku! hack. gonna ask him list down all derh nice shopping places. i'm just gonna shop andd shop andd shop! hope my parents will stay up late to have midnight shopping. which ish rather impossible. argh! i'm rather real excited! ! ! ! but ie gonna miss my gals andd 'er hmph'. wil buy things back for.... lala=) ie miss derh days when ie called out for baby! ! ! Thursday, November 15, 2007 yeah! finally got my hair cut a few days ago.. but.. i'm siimply bored wit it once again. so.. plann to go for another cut.. hehe. meet out wit gladys yesterday for job looking at marina den suntec. had quite a few lerh. just waiting for their call. =) overall. ie stil prefer derh sales derh. went bugis.. instead of looking of jobs. we went shopping instead. walk around. gladys and i each bought a dress.. gonna faster start work. ie had too much to shop for! ! ! adidas bag!!!!!! Monday, November 12, 2007 What Your Dreams Mean... Your dreams seem to show that you're very preoccupied with your fears and problems. These bad dreams indicate that you need to spend more time on your issues during the day. Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities. Your dreams indicate that you have very conflicted feelings. You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind. http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoyourdreamsmeanquiz/">What Do Your Dreams Mean? HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY XIAO VIN! may all yr wishes come true. learn to be more smart and dunch be so childish anymore! haha. had been goin teoheng recently wit angela and co. sing sang sung! ie am only not thinking when there ish thing for me to do. things lasted nort long, not forever. everything went back to its normal. simply hiding. this is when ie finally know. ie'm actually escaping from everything that ish happening recently...this doesnt happen on any body else but me. ie really dunch knoe how to face it. the words u say seems so easy. but. ie really cant do it. ie just feel like escaping til everything goes fine. sorry. ie really dunch knoe wad to do if i really face it. things appear to be easy, but behind it...... who knoes.. no matter how. when it come to an end, is an end... E S C A P E !!!! ie knoe. i'm useless. but sorry. if u are so great. u be me den! derh worst thing is!!! you dunch knoe how i feel and u insist yr way! Friday, November 9, 2007 didnt attend school today.. purposely larh.due to....something.. things hadd been keep bothering me recently. everything. ie feel so! argh! but ie cant do anything. real failure... had been by my side.. but.. derh words u say! argh! how ie wish someone would to come to me, brainwash me.. andd just let me forgett everything. ie feel so fustrated.. should ie ? should ie not? confuse.. ! argh! ! ! RESTLESS, WU NAI, NEGLECTED, DISSAPPOINTMENT. ANDD IE FEEL LIKE JUST!!!!!!!!!! HATE MY EVERYTHING.! !!! IE SIMPLY HATE MYSELF. STARTING FROM DERH DAY IE CHOOSE THIS ROUTE! HELP!!!!!!!!!! Thursday, November 8, 2007 argh! things turning out to be more andd more complicated !! andd ie simply feel real wu nai andd hate it can. gonna take up more jobs to just forget everything.. this thing had been bothering me for one whole week! argh! jobs jobs.. why nowadays jobs ie have are just working either 1 day per week or just 2 or 3 days. ! ie wanna look for jobs dat can work everyday ! who got jobs to intro! feel dat. really ma fan during holidays .. no job ie will sae no job. now ie have jobs but just one or 2 day per week , ie dunch wan ! ie also dunch knoe wad ie wan . a job dat can do almost everyday. maybe off on just sat or wad? ie wanna a job datt can make me busy enough nort to think andd so on ! while looking.. shall just do derhh both jobs .. arhh! when ie was 14 they need a minimum of 15. now ie am 15 they wanna 16.. FED UP! jobs ie have now. ie need 2 person !! ! ! who wanna work...!! Tuesday, November 6, 2007 argh! suddenly ie had mood tuh go shopping!!! bbut.. dunch intend too.. ie had been spending money recently.. not buying anything..but.. just.. gone!!gonna save save save ler!if not ie am not gonna tuh get tat thing forever!!! til now den ie realise .. ie had not been doing shopping for almost 1 week, or since dat thing happen !! finding for job at derh same time.. found a few, but it doesnt suits me . if really no choice ie wil take der better among all bahhx. gonna start finding job andd working after this week! gonna find time for shopping too! ie miss all my gals !! gonna ask them all out soon!! LALAAS!! my mother had been complaining ie am behaving weirdly recently. dunch knoe why too. weird! ever since dat day.. everything changes. ie cant put things down andd take things, challenge anymore! argh! ie wanted as much as to trust ue. but my mind cant. everything become so negative til.. ie cant believe everything around me. hoping tuh trust ue... but. yr lies? reall. too much bahhx. haish . ie really ducnh knoe how tuh trust or how tuh believe you anymore.. can ue gain backk yr trust?! argh! can everything turn back to derh past???????!! i'm having mood swing =( Saturday, November 3, 2007 ARGH ! DAM @#$% FUSTRATED LARH !!!! IE WANNA DROP BOTH MY MATHS ! IE DUNCH WANNA STAY THERE ANYMORE! IE CANT COPE !! IE WANNA DROP MY E-MATHS TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH! DAM FUSTRATED NOW!!!! IE WANNA DROP BOTH MATHS.!!!! IE DUNCH WANNA STAY THERE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!! Friday, November 2, 2007 haish. why why why!?! who can answer me all derh whys?? no one except ue. but ie knoe you wont help me tuh answer ! ! ie dunch knoe how tuh discribe my feelings now.. ie try tuh maintain everything. andd ie wil. ie really hope things gets better asaap.. ieloveyou ! ! Thursday, November 1, 2007 aargh! went tuh see a doctor just now. siian .. medicine medicine medicine again! hadd mc for todae andd tmr! shall rest at home bahhx.. lalas! short post todae bahhx.. =) hope things wil gett better.