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Saturday, August 4, 2007
goodness larh. just reachh home. totally regretted meetting up wiit chong todae.. ! meet up. denn went tuhh aljunied tuhh pass psp tuhh his so called 'cousin'.. didnt go along.. waited ferr him at derh mrt station there..when he came back. when hougang tuhh his aunt hus. didnt went up also.. under his aunt block. think of lots andd lots of things. when he came down. ie shared it wiit hiim.. ie told hiim.. since now.. we are just normal frens why dunch we remain like this rather than patch andd all those. den dunch knoe why.. both end up making a decision.. nort tuhh contact.. even though. didnt really wanna agree tuhh his idea.cos this ishh nort my thinking.. butt ie stil agree. ie knew best myself wadd ishh goin on.. went bedok ferr lunch..datt was den, ie found outt sth! really make miie real madd, andd decided on derh decision. den supposingly..he said.. lets go seperate ways.. and ie just went off. ie didnt turn back. dunch have derh mood of goin home. headed tuhh east coast. he followed all derh way.. getting more andd more pekchek den. he wanna miie tuhh ferget hiim, find a new guy, walk seperate ways andd so on. why he stil keep following miie.. ie just feel like being alone.. andd ie wil be totally alright after a while.. butt all derh way, he just tag behind mie. ie dunch understand.. after east coast.. when tuhh parkway then. he went off his way andd ie went off mine.. supposingly goin home.. on my way. phone rang andd was ask ferr dinner.. cabb down geylangg tuhh meet lynn andd co, slack around andd ate.. thought was late so went home.. end up.was only 1030.. argh! *ie admit.. ie rather go back tuhh derhh past. choosing back hiim butt nort ue.. at least when ie am wiit hiim, ie feel totally secure.. he wont do things tuhh betray miie or lie tuhh mie..unlike ue..! maybe ue cann sae ie scare of hiim, datt ishh why ie dunch attitude hiim or wad so ever.. butt lett miie tell ue. he did nth tuhh let miie attitude hiim, when ie attitude. sure there ish a reason. * *ue sae ue need some one tuhh talk too.. butt this someonne maybe derhh right one maybbe derh wrong wan.cos. this someone dunch knoe how tuh different shape wadd ish right andd wadd ishh wrong. all she does ishh listen tuhh ue. andd all ue sae are all blaming on miie. this ishh nortt just an opinion.. ishh already a fact. ie knew this long ago.. when ie was talking tuhh peeps andd they asked, trying tuhh sae ie am totally at fault.. when ie explain.. andd they understandd that was when ie knoe. things ue knoe them, just tuhh make others feel datt, ue are bravo andd wadd so ever..!* maybe ue can make mie hate ue ! |