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Monday, August 27, 2007 siian.. didnt do well ferr my poa this common test ! argh! siianss.. regretted didnt study !! denn stil miss quite a number of lesson be4 derh common test.haiish! bberi berii boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh! suddenly ie miss my everything! Monday, August 13, 2007 argh! my phone spoil! under repair now! only can gett backk next week!all things inside derh phone would be gone! went tuhh shop around tuh get sth just now.. watch derh movie'apartment,1303' horror movie.stil ok lahr. nort really tat horror.. shall sae it abit lame larh.. butt ok larh. lazy blog!! hhehe! training tmr!! yesterdae when pac tuh watch mjr idol.. haha .. quite fun bahhx.. den jiu went buying things. jiu headed home.. todae when training.. siewlling andd phyliis came back. play match against them .. den my daddy fetch miie andd shereen h0me..... some random picts.. xueli andd nana!!!!!!!! wenquan mjr idols! wenquan andd samson! derh band!!! meimei, cherly andd lynn samson! nana andd xueli! derh 4 couples! ytd didnt went out long bahhx. ermm.. bought munchy donut den go parkway buy things a while jiu headed tuh shop till 11 plus lerh. tiring.. pack alot of things. when home.. chatted online den jiu sleep lerhh. thanks ferr talking mie around. *sorry gals.keep panggsehh ue all. * things aint getting any better. in fact getting worst andd worst. ie really stuck in this situation. argh! ie cant get out! ie really dunch knoe wad ie am doin, wad ie gonna do, why ie keep keeping things tuh myself than tuh sae out everything! argh!!!! went tuhh watch mjr audition ytd wiit janet.. saw others there too.. hear andd cheer ferr them . played around wiit ramadan,janet,sam,nana,kokhua andd co.. hahas.. samson,wenquan suhiang andd so on voice wass all quite good.. hahas .. audition ended at about 4. they were given around 30min tuh practice on their own.. hahas.. their competition wil be on tuesdae. wishh them all good luck bahhx. after datt when tuhh meet cheechong,zhihui, larry andd dexter. went vivo ferr shopping. suddenly outt of no wher. tot of goin sentosae. they all of us went. hahas. joke andd play around ..sat derh skyride. it was my first time. hahas. cool larh.. butt was quite boring. hahas. nice view. den walk around sentosa.. den went back to vivo. andd ie went home.. ^enjoying, swaying wiit derh music ^ella andd huishan!!!!! ^rapping part! !!! ^sam look like gorilla!!!!! ^omg!!! gay!! ^nana andd samson-patrick!!! ^snap shot! ^ janet andd ramadan! skyride! derh sky tower! home sweet home! match against bedok north todae. hahas. quite a friendly game. really admire their speed,skiils andd teamwork! haha! anyway nice gamE!! lalas. sorry foul mood! hadd my poa test todae.alot dunch knoe how tuh do larh. kept missing poa's class derh past few lesson.. siian! shall buck up larh ! get back my social studies andd chemistry paper.. all badly done though pass larhh.went training after dat.. stil alright during training .. just feddup over some matters lar! fuckfuck! ie just simply cant control my emotions this few daes. how! argh!!! * ie dunch knoe whether this decision ishh just right ferr just us a nort? butt ishh a decision made my both of us .. so ... time passes real fast! * ieloveyou yeepees! finally todae ishh my last dae of suspension. it sucks.. so boring, so many mosquitoes.. just like in derh jail. cant do anything. just gort tuh sit down there. wth! bored! gonna go back class tmr. yesh! ie love it! butt thing aiint getting any better .. really. haiish .. ie try andd try. but ie stil failed.. sorry went outt wiit larry, zhihui, rremus andd cheechong. was told some others were goin too butt think they didnt turn up bahhx.. surposingly catching movie at marina. butt there were nort much movie so didnt catch den. went around searching ferr places tuh eat.. all wass having a long queue. so decided tuh went suntec.. andd we decided tuh have steamboat there.. butt nort much thing tuh eat bahhx. chit chatted there awhile. den went arcade.. den walkked tuh bugis.. zhihui went off first. den we went fusion ferr pool.. a while later ie went off first.. cabbed home.. saw ah boy andd kelvin at my house. quite shock larh .. hahas..ah boy keep disturbing mie. at first ie didnt notice he cuts his hair.. while he disturbing miie den ie knoe. his hair look quite funny on hiim. andd ie hadd been laughing at hiim quite long! hahas! butt overall stil ok.. beri long never see hiim lerh. he stil derhh same.. keep asking his eyes nice a nrt, his hair nice a nort. cant standd himm.. damm disiao larh hiim! hahas.. sleep! zzz!........ * actually ie really dunch knoe wadd tuhh sae larhh .. butt ie nv regretted goin wiit ue guys ytd.. since ue threw it away den jiu ferrgett it bahhx.. no point tuhh go andd find it. ie hadd nv thought of threwing it away even though how angry ie am bahhx..butt since.. ue threw it.. it only give miie a sign of wad ue wann andd wadd ue need.. though maybe angry. butt tuhh mie. a sorry doesnt cure much bahhx.. lost lerh jiu lost lerh .. nth can find it back bahhs. 你自己去想想看吧。我无话可说了！ 你可以说这一切都是一时的匆动， 可是这已经找不回来了。 ok.. ue cant find it , neither cann god do so.. * this few daes alot of things happen larhh.. dunch wishh tuh mention in detail.. first dae of suspension todae lorhh. becos of datt fcuker! ie did my part andd ue are just simply a coward. ie am nort afraidd even though ue saw this! just tuh tell ue! ue sucks, stupid idoitic bastarrd, retarded coward fool! stil gort 2 more daes of suspend tuhh go ! argh! dunch give a fucking dam about iit too larh .!! *to miie, ie think. ue gortt totally no rights tuhh control who ie messaging wiit andd so on..we once sae. we need freedom! ie give ue yrs! wad a bout mine? ue didnt even knoe wadd ish sth call privacy! stop doing things datt ie fell datt ishh irritated andd childish can!!!!* school as usual.. training too.. butt todae training. siian .. sprain my ankle .. norrt really serious butt didnt intend tuhh see doctor larh.. todae horrh. derh janet poh dunch knoe wadd happen .!! keep injuring pp siia! hahas!! she also sae larh . after training.. slack arouund denn jiu went home lerh.. just came back from praying ferr derh seventh month.my bro bring back a box cann! ie burn almost 45 mins den finish wiit my mum. cannort go out too late. if nort gonna kanna nagg again.. ! wednesdae no training lerh .. :) Thursday, August 9, 2007 second post todae.. ehh.. went parkway den east coast wiit jere jan andd dys.. meet angella and grace there..celebrated a small birthdae ferr janet.. erm. hope ue like it.. though some unfortunate things happen..we stil complete derhh plan. argh! my handd hurts!!!!!!!!! *will hate there forever...** Saturday, August 4, 2007 watch rush hour just now.. nort a badd show larhh..find it quite funny andd stupidd larh.. hahas.. butt too badd.. derh story too short ler.. longer wil be a nicer wan. was aboutt 1 andd a half hour onlly.. lalas.. actually ie am stil beri confused. ishh this decision derh best one ferr ue andd miie.. ie am really confused..how ie wish ue couldd tell miie datt she ish derh one ue love.. argh! study study ! goodness larh. just reachh home. totally regretted meetting up wiit chong todae.. ! meet up. denn went tuhh aljunied tuhh pass psp tuhh his so called 'cousin'.. didnt go along.. waited ferr him at derh mrt station there..when he came back. when hougang tuhh his aunt hus. didnt went up also.. under his aunt block. think of lots andd lots of things. when he came down. ie shared it wiit hiim.. ie told hiim.. since now.. we are just normal frens why dunch we remain like this rather than patch andd all those. den dunch knoe why.. both end up making a decision.. nort tuhh contact.. even though. didnt really wanna agree tuhh his idea.cos this ishh nort my thinking.. butt ie stil agree. ie knew best myself wadd ishh goin on.. went bedok ferr lunch..datt was den, ie found outt sth! really make miie real madd, andd decided on derh decision. den supposingly..he said.. lets go seperate ways.. and ie just went off. ie didnt turn back. dunch have derh mood of goin home. headed tuhh east coast. he followed all derh way.. getting more andd more pekchek den. he wanna miie tuhh ferget hiim, find a new guy, walk seperate ways andd so on. why he stil keep following miie.. ie just feel like being alone.. andd ie wil be totally alright after a while.. butt all derh way, he just tag behind mie. ie dunch understand.. after east coast.. when tuhh parkway then. he went off his way andd ie went off mine.. supposingly goin home.. on my way. phone rang andd was ask ferr dinner.. cabb down geylangg tuhh meet lynn andd co, slack around andd ate.. thought was late so went home.. end up.was only 1030.. argh! *ie admit.. ie rather go back tuhh derhh past. choosing back hiim butt nort ue.. at least when ie am wiit hiim, ie feel totally secure.. he wont do things tuhh betray miie or lie tuhh mie..unlike ue..! maybe ue cann sae ie scare of hiim, datt ishh why ie dunch attitude hiim or wad so ever.. butt lett miie tell ue. he did nth tuhh let miie attitude hiim, when ie attitude. sure there ish a reason. * *ue sae ue need some one tuhh talk too.. butt this someonne maybe derhh right one maybbe derh wrong wan.cos. this someone dunch knoe how tuh different shape wadd ish right andd wadd ishh wrong. all she does ishh listen tuhh ue. andd all ue sae are all blaming on miie. this ishh nortt just an opinion.. ishh already a fact. ie knew this long ago.. when ie was talking tuhh peeps andd they asked, trying tuhh sae ie am totally at fault.. when ie explain.. andd they understandd that was when ie knoe. things ue knoe them, just tuhh make others feel datt, ue are bravo andd wadd so ever..!* maybe ue can make mie hate ue ! happy birthday singapore!! supposingly goin steamboat wiit cc andd co went chong called.. butt on msn.. edwin ask wanna go watch fire works wiit guinan anort.. dunch knoe which wann tuhhh go.. in derrhh endd .. ie both also nv go..siian larh .. anyway having family dinner tonight !! lazy!! ie will keep derh secret ! siians larhh.. overslept. now ishh 1234.. andd yet ie am totally awake! how! andd ie am hungry... ish be yourself dae ytd! school was release at 10 plus bahhx.. gladys janet jere reens xueli yanting miie winnie all went town..supposingly just plann tuh either watch movie, ktv or shopping.. ended up all playing.. miie gladys reens yanting was derhh laopos.. jan jere winnie andd xueli was derhh laogongs.. altogether 4couples..we really act like one.. derh laogongs walk different way from us.. as they dunch feel like shopping.. half way through shopping.. miie, tings reens andd dys legg pain.. den went back cine food court.. ate desert andd watied ferr them. when they came.they all sae." laopo, wo huei lai lerh! " damm funny. all sae.. butt winnie refuse andd keep stuttering.ting beri angry andd ask. why all have.. why she dunch hab. yanting andd winnie , datt couple quarrel.. damm funny.. yanting sae she wanna a divorce andd wanna winnie pay her fu yang quan of $50 000 or much ie think... winnie didnt wanna pay up.. andd sae.. woaini tuh yanting.. we laugh like hell . they 2 really like couples quarreling.. suddenly derhh laogongs all walked away..denn suddenly dunch knoe who sae.. they go away.. we also go away. den saw exit.. just beside us andd we all ran out.when taka... while going.. they all dam cute.. all send ' i love you laopo' tuhh derhh laopos.. yanting was shock tuh recieve derh sms.. she nv tot datt winnie will send.. cos winnie really beri bo xim... hahas..we plann tuhh hide andd ask them tuhh looked ferr us without telling them wher we are.. butt just derhh clue.. some wher near cine. damm kelian.. they searchh up andd down..winnie keep saying wanna give up..derh rest stil finding.. when they found us.. they was like.. finally! they all look like wanna die liao.. at least.. winnie follow all derh laogongs tuhh find us.. derhh rest of derh laogongs all begg winnie tuhh talk tuhh yanting nicely.. sae sweet words.. haha. if nort.. later we gonna run away again..yanting wanna go home.. her mum called..my leg hurts dam much.. luckily yanting gort bring slipper. denn miie dys reens ting keep chaning around shoes. den miie andd winnie went off witt her too.. derh rest all continue.. train home.. on derh way..zesun ask mie out.. tot of going home andd changed den meet them. butt when ie went home..ie bath andd ie fall asleep till now...andd now ie cant slp!! some ramdom picts cute? hehe. lowyisiang!! basketball gals!! this few daes rather boredd larhh . saturdae.. ue really made my mood foul.. butt ferrgett it. ie shud learn how tuh fergive andd ferget.. went grandliink wiit chong. mett larry,jeff andd remus there.. a while later jiu went off lerh.. cannt gett anything ie wann while shopping. shagg! sundae... ermm .. when ferr derh school mass walk larhh.. so boring. woke up early in derh morning just fer dat toopiid walk.. xueli,jan,jere,winnie,dys andd ie al went.. xueli was.. damm high can! after mass walk.. went tuhh bugis.. den chong came.. went tuhh bedok den home.. school as usual larh.. siian larhh.. TOTALLY BROKE! idoit larh.. dunch knoe wad dderhh hel ue thinking. dunch lett mie work! keep study study! ie wil die larh. nort goin out. spoilt! finally ie knoe yr true colours! nth much tuh sae . bye! Friday, August 3, 2007 boring school.. ie wanna do well ferr my eoy!! tmr. a dae ferr ue andd miie!! lalas..